my dreams have been hard to explain recently. they are vivid but noneventful. it's frustrating to not be able to post them.

i was going to school that was a mix between college and high school. to get upstairs and down stairs you had to use ladders. i was going up to one of my classes but go really dizzy and almost fell off the ladder. i felt bad that i was holding people up. so much other stuff happened...a car with fish decals on it, christian romance novels laying around, taking my grandparents out to eat late at night, but it's all a messy blur and i hate it.